Thursday, August 12, 2010

How I Wish

Being here is still a question for me. I remember those times when I was still looking for a job- seek here and there just to be in the same place where my bestfriend is. Funny, right? Haha. Sounds silly(I think) but it's true. This place where I am now is the place where my mother brought me, when I was looking for an answer to where I'll be working. Working away from home is tough- it really was. God is good! He never failed to help me- He provided me food and shelter while I was away from home, He never gave me reason to give up though I thought it was over, He surrounded me with angels(friends and my bestfriend), He gave me strength and He always find ways to help me. I had a lot of trials but I never thought it was His ways to tell me to stop and go back home instead I used it as my shield to fight, fight and fight.

Being in my extended family, made me realize how lucky I am for having them. I have my kuyas, ate, younger siblings and most especially I have a loving mom.

I so love her. She understands me, she asked me no questions everytime I'm gone, she talks to me gently like I'm a little child  who needs to understand every little thing, she smiles at me with appreciation, she never hasten me for growing up and act maturely and she never get tired of waiting to see the best of me. Just a little thing from her is already a big, big thing for me - a hug, a smile, a stare, a word.

With all that, thank you so much for being with me. I love you with all my heart. How I wish...

2 comments:

  1. our moms are irreplaceable, never ever try to wish they were in someone else.

    though she'e not with you now physically...don't be sad my dear.. for as long as you kip her in ur heart, your mom is never gone.

    -MYMP

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  2. uhm..yep iknow. moms are irreplaceable, nothing compares..
    'how i wish' pwede nako xa mahimong 2nd mom..ana lang man na..ang treatment. waaaaaah!
    iknow my mom's always with me.. ,^^
    thanks anyway.. :D

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