Friday, June 3, 2011

Have you ever been hurt?

Have you forgiven the ones who have hurt you? How do you handle yourself when you're hurt?

It is undeniable that the ones who can hurt us the most are those that are closest to us. The most amicable defense from getting hurt is not giving them the opportunity -  limiting what they know about us and how much time you spend with them. I pray that I won't allow hurt to make me astounding of being in a state of vulnerability before God.

I am challenged to not let feelings of hurt change me. I have to decide whether or not I will stay the same. The decision is mine. It is okay for me to be hurt rather than store that hurt up inside and let it turn into bitterness. I can take that hurt to God.

Nobody wanted to get hurt but being hurt is inevitable. So we just have to deal with it and learn to keep things stable as they are. Don't let hurt rule over your life! It can never be a good source. Let go of the feeling and remember that you aren't just the one who's hurting - everybody does.

Wednesday, June 1, 2011

Missing You

It's been two years since I left you. I abdicate to chase what I think I really want. It ain't easy starting a whole new chapter but thinking you'd be with me washes my affliction.

I miss you so much.
I miss the old times.
I miss those times you never felt anxious about the future

                those times you never ask for something in return

                you love with all your heart and you give all you could give

                you were never hesitant and you never gave a damn

                you take time to learn all by yourself

                you don't mind non-sense stuffs

                you appreciate every little thing you do

                you always find time to bond with your siblings

                you always make friends at ease with the way you console them

                how you touch the lives of others

                how you direct people to the right path

                how you impart your ways and yourself

                how you leave a mark to each and every one you've met.

Oh! How I miss Josie Flor. I wish she'd be back as soon as possible! I love you