Saturday, July 23, 2011

i miss you sis

 
 
I miss you so much.

I thank God I have known you,
I thank Him for giving me the courage to get to know you better.
He knows that I do not go after a thing if that doesn't seem to be mine.

Everything I have known about the real meaning of "friendship" is through you.
I really, really miss you.
I wouldn't be here if you weren't there.
Thank you for everything.

I know you love me pud...kaau. I super love you sis..



Friday, June 3, 2011

Have you ever been hurt?

Have you forgiven the ones who have hurt you? How do you handle yourself when you're hurt?


It is undeniable that the ones who can hurt us the most are those that are closest to us. The most amicable defense from getting hurt is not giving them the opportunity -  limiting what they know about us and how much time you spend with them. I pray that I won't allow hurt to make me astounding of being in a state of vulnerability before God.

I am challenged to not let feelings of hurt change me. I have to decide whether or not I will stay the same. The decision is mine. It is okay for me to be hurt rather than store that hurt up inside and let it turn into bitterness. I can take that hurt to God.

Nobody wanted to get hurt but being hurt is inevitable. So we just have to deal with it and learn to keep things stable as they are. Don't let hurt rule over your life! It can never be a good source. Let go of the feeling and remember that you aren't just the one who's hurting - everybody does.

Wednesday, June 1, 2011

Missing You



It's been two years since I left you. I abdicate to chase what I think I really want. It ain't easy starting a whole new chapter but thinking you'd be with me washes my affliction.

I miss you so much.
I miss the old times.
I miss those times you never felt anxious about the future

                those times you never ask for something in return

                you love with all your heart and you give all you could give

                you were never hesitant and you never gave a damn

                you take time to learn all by yourself

                you don't mind non-sense stuffs

                you appreciate every little thing you do

                you always find time to bond with your siblings

                you always make friends at ease with the way you console them

                how you touch the lives of others

                how you direct people to the right path

                how you impart your ways and yourself

                how you leave a mark to each and every one you've met.

 
Oh! How I miss Josie Flor. I wish she'd be back as soon as possible! I love you

Monday, May 16, 2011

Midway Get Away

May14.

My 2nd Team Building with LMG at Midway White Beach Resort - May 14 it is. Oh! yeah.. ,^^
It ain't my first time exhausting in a white beach. I supah enjoyed the banana boat-ride, kayak and the vest. lol

These are some of the pictures taken last Saturday.

 
 
 
 

Wednesday, April 6, 2011

The Lightning

I want to share a new chapter of my life - a dream, a frustration and obsession.


I would like to share a book -  a novel by Danielle Steel. She's an an American romantic novelist and author of mainstream dramas and is the eighth best-selling writer of all time. I came across to reading novels when a friend introduced me to one of her passions - reading books. At first, I was jaded and unsure if I can extend patience in reading those thick books. But because our English teacher asked us to review a novel for the Finals during college, I was then pushed to grab a copy and without hesitation I hurriedly asked her to take me to their house.  When I saw it, I was stroke by the title itself and hurriedly reap it. Haha! This was the first novel I read that touched me. It was so realistic that I could clearly visualize what's happening and could figure out everything that was tackled. I so love it! ♥
From then on, I started to read her books and became a fan of her. I want to be as great as her. There's always a reason behind every little thing.  This somehow opened a "New Chapter" of me.
So much for this. I secured a summary of this novel.

In Lightning, bestselling novelist Danielle Steel tells the story of a woman whose life is changed by one swift, unexpected stroke of fate.

As a partner in one of New York's most prestigious law firms, Alexandra Parker barely manage to juggle husband, career, and the three-year-old child she gave birth to at forty. Then lightning strikes - a routine medical check-up turns her world upside down when tests reveal shattering news. Her husband Sam, a Wall Street whiz-kid, is as proud of his long-time marriage to Alex as he is of his successful career - until he is caught off guard by Alex's illness. Terrified of losing his wife and family, Sam fails to provide any kind of emotional support for Alex or his daughter.

Almost overnight, Sam takes his distance from Alex, and they become strangers. As lightning strikes them again, Sam's promising career suddenly explodes into disaster, and his very life and identity are challenged. With his future hanging in the balance, Alex must decide what she feels for Sam, if life will ever be the same for them again, or if she must move on without him.

Lightning tells the story of a family thrust into uncertainty. In this significant novel Danielle Steel explores whether the bonds of love and marriage can withstand life's most unexpected bolts of lightning.

What happens to people when every aspect of their lives and well-being is threatened? I probably break down and cry. Isolate myself and try to go out with the crowd. I won't even care, they don't know me anyway. This is if God is not with me. Fortunately, I know I have Him beside me always and forever. Nothing beats your power and your strength if there abides Faith and Prayers.


Source: The Lightning

Friday, February 18, 2011

Pre-Valentine

February 12, 2011.









Thursday, January 27, 2011

Be My Maneuver


I wanted to write something that's not absurd, something that everybody will be pleased of, something that will change a bit of everything and yet I can't even fabricate a single thought.
I know this is one the things I am keen of but things don't seem to work out right.

I have been struggling for almost 7 months.
I have doubts and fears.
I tried to escape from the intiricacy life brings and will bring.
I was so wuss to take adversities in life. I pity myself!
I can't believe it will take too long to accept the fact.
I know, i know...I have gone astray .
But it isn't too late, is it? 
I'm learning now and I will continue learning.
Slowly by slowly.
It takes time.
I am trying hard to obey You and keep track according to Your will.
I am hoping and praying I will continue this journey with You by my side.
So please help me, touch my delicate little heart and kindle it with Your love.
Be the Maneuver of my life.


Thursday, November 25, 2010

♥ b e s t f r i e n d ♥


Every now and then
We find a special friend
Who never lets us down
Who understands it all
Reaches out each time you fall
You're the best friend that I've found
I know you can't stay
A part of you will never ever go away
Your heart will stay


I'll make a wish for you
And hope it will come true
That life would just be kind
To such a gentle mind
If you lose your way
Think back on yesterday
Remember me this way


I don't need eyes to see
The love you bring to me
No matter where I go
And I know that you'll be there
Forever more apart of time, you're everywhere
I'll always care


And I'll be right behind your shoulder watching you
I'll be standing by your side and all you do
And I won't ever leave
As long as you believe
You just believe




Myra Lou,
Sis,
Bestfriend_Sis,
Bebeh,
Tambok,
Bati Dagway,

no words can express how blessed and grateful I am
for having a bestfriend like you in my life.
I will not find any other bestfriend even in the next generation,
I will just pray and wait again
because it was just what I did.
tadaa!
I found you.

Nothing compares to you,
every moment was cherished
every laugh was noticed
every tear was gently wiped
and every word was kept.

You mean soooo much to me,
you know that.
Thank you so much!